GSDs.

My Babies!

hahah. I'm so serious. I love these guys so bad! & they are just like having kids. no joke. anyways.. this is part of my family. My boyfriend & I, & our two doggies. :] hehe.

& a little rant!

ok. so my Boyfriend, Dad, and I were suppose to rent out this house, so we can move out of our 1 bedroom apartment. The owner who was going to rent to us, was like you guys got it, all you need to do is sign the lease and have the deposit and move in is Sept. 1st. So we were all ready to sign on Sunday and he was like fine, call me Sunday. I found out later we could sign Saturday instead so I call the landlord and he was like "Oh sorry I held an open house today and someone else came with the lease agreement already signed and the deposit, so I gave them the house." I was like seriously?!

ok.

WTF!! Dude.. if you say we got the house don't go and give it to someone else. I mean seriously that is just bad business. So the search continues.. sucks so hard. :[ but what can you do? ugh.

here it is.

Alright so I finally joined LA Boxing yesterday.. went to my 2nd class today. Yes I am sore & so outta shape. hahah.. but I know after a while I'm going to be so happy that I joined. $54 a month.. jeesh. but.. its a bomb workout out. -800 Calorie workout in an hour.

so here is my weight now.. ready?
8/8/2010 175lbs
my goal? 135lbs-140lbs.. I need to lose 35lbs. & I'm going to do it.
My goal date?: 1/8/2011
It gives me about 6months, but i think I can do it. & really its not that far away.






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besides that I have a sad story. :[ I feel sooooo terrible..

so last night I was driving at like 2AM.. from my boyfriend's sisters house, and a coyote came out of no where and dashed in front of my car on the freeway. & I hit it. I feel so terrible. I have never ever hit anything or killed anything bigger than my thumb. I am so sorry. I would never ever purposely hit anything. If I could only of saw it prior to hitting it. so RIP. DARING COYOTE. He left a nice broken spot on my front bumper.. which sucks, but it happens.

dang.

Its disappointing not getting a call back for a job you really wanted.. Like I really wanted it. It wasn't even about getting the job anymore it was the experience I was hoping for, and sadly I think its not happening. Ha I was suppose to get the call back today at the latest and well its 11:13PM and pretty sure they are closed hahah.. & possibly asleep.

Thats alright. things happen for a reason.. and I suppose the reason would school is more important and it is going to start soon. but im pretty bummed.

SantaCruzin'

Santa Cruz was fun.. I loved it up there. the weather really is nice even with the clouds in the morning but I love it. I could never live there but a visit is nice. hahah.. sharing laughs & being with friends is the best.. however I have realized that sometimes certain friends you have do mesh well with others. ahha.. oh well..

We visited the beach.. the strawberry festival in Watsonvill.. enjoyed some local cookies & food. AQUA BLEU has the best food everrrrr!!

Nails, Tattoos, & Batmann

& robin. haha jk..

well two days til' SANTA CRUZ! yayee!! to see one of my bestest friends the lovely & hot Vanessa! ha.. & goin down with my other bestest friend Ahkeela & not the bee.. she has never been there.. & seen the sights.

as of now im typing while my nails dry.. prior to that? Playing Batman.. while boyfriend tattoos! & he is very good I must say.. so if anyone looking for an artist for now its home based.. but he is very sanitary & his lines are extremely clean. I will add pictures later of his finished work but all his stuff is in progess & he is doing like 3 different guys ha.. big peices.. so it all takes time.



now mind you these are in sessions & not all the way down.. but yeahh..

also tomorrow there is a job fair for noodles & company


in Elk Grove

Thurs July 29th 10 to 6

Fri July 30th 9 to 2

Sat July 31st 10 to 2

7711 Laguna Blvd suite 200

Elk Grove, CA 95758

Just to the right of Save Mart Next to Pro 2 Nails and Supercuts.


just spreading the word for job seekers..

& here he is..

were in a rough patch right now.. but I still love him & he still loves me.. so here we are..

Justin, which I rarely call him.. but I love him alot.. 5 years in September.. We come from a long story of a fat battle with me growing up & my family. The waters have calmed & we live together with our doggies in our small apartment. ugh..

besides that.. he is the best. He is hilarious & makes me smile all the time even when I really really don't want to.. [ you know like those times when your trying to stay mad at him.]
ladies you know..

We've changed a lot from what we use to be. Maybe for the good..



were just getting older & getting more serious.. you know little wifey problems.. little temper here & there.. no hands..
were strong.& our hold on each other is tight.. maybe too tight sometimes. haha.. but were human.

& what I was thinking was..

this is what I want to do.. & I'm going to starting in August to lose some weight.. I'm not a I-hate-my-body kind of person.. but I feel that I can do something to keep myself healthy. I actually need to lose some I'm not gonna lie. In all honesty I weight 175lb & I'm going to be 140lb. woo! Eventually I'll post updates about it.. but thats whats on my mind first.

my friend Ahkeela & I tried a trial.. it whooped us.. I felt like i got hit by a car.
haha.. so once I round up the cash.. here I come watch out!